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[Oct. 2nd, 2003|12:30 am] |
pork rines...what the fuck?
by the way i can leave whenever i want |
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[Sep. 30th, 2003|08:50 pm] |
im gonna kill you like this....
haha did you imagine stranglation? cause so did i! |
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[Sep. 25th, 2003|10:16 pm] |
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how did i get so fucking mixed up in this. ridiculous |
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[May. 16th, 2003|02:02 pm] |
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in a couple days i get to punch billy bob thornton in the face. shit how life changes in hours. i wanna kill... |
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[May. 11th, 2003|02:24 pm] |
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change masks in the car go out change masks in the car where am i |
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[May. 8th, 2003|08:53 am] |
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i never showed up...i dont even know where i was. im sorry. im sorry. |
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[May. 6th, 2003|09:32 am] |
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wow i missed you last night.i even cried about it, but later blamed it on something else. i love you, and am in love with you. damnit i hate being human. |
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[May. 4th, 2003|11:52 am] |
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wow im half way there.welcome to my demise. |
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[May. 3rd, 2003|05:30 pm] |
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i heard him say hi rach and now i feel like things have changed. i dont know how to act when i know he can see me. i think its comforting. |
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[May. 2nd, 2003|09:45 pm] |
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you know its a bad sign when you're remenicing about a way good time and start crying because you cant for the life of you remember what thats like. I cant tell now if that was even my memory. or just something i dreamt about. |
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[May. 1st, 2003|06:01 pm] |
skeletor i shaved my legs for you tonight.
eating too fast gives you hiccups.
bipolar disorder I.....fuck. |
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[Apr. 29th, 2003|09:14 am] |
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a breakdown is coming soon and its gonna fuck my world up. |
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[Apr. 28th, 2003|01:57 pm] |
jake you are the man. happy birthday sweety.
im so in love and its only a matter of time before i fuck it up.
Bear is a genius. |
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[Apr. 27th, 2003|04:37 pm] |
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where is lyssa? now i know what being friends with me is like. |
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[Apr. 26th, 2003|08:18 pm] |
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wow i really missed lyssa. Shes like an addiction. Think you can do without, until you see it again. I hope i can make up for the what I did to lose her. Wow regret is one of my top worst feelings. Im sorry sugar. |
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[Apr. 25th, 2003|02:00 pm] |
I've got be strong.
I've got to hang on.
Or else my mind may well snap.
And my life will be lived for the thrills.
Hey,
I'm confusing. I'm a girl.
deal with the fact that most things are out of control.
Deal with consecutive revision's and fucked up words that tear what makes you finally happy into shreds.
fuck living in the past, I have to get better.
The first step, deal with these simple facts. |
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