urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:brasnuklsndwch brasnuklsndwch brasnuklsndwch 2003-10-01T07:32:00Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:brasnuklsndwch:4811 2003-10-01T07:32:00Z 2003-10-01T07:32:00Z pork rines...what the fuck?<br />by the way i can leave whenever i want urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:brasnuklsndwch:4509 2003-09-30T03:50:51Z 2003-09-30T03:50:51Z im gonna kill you like this....<br /><br />haha did you imagine stranglation? cause so did i! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:brasnuklsndwch:4349 2003-09-25T05:56:08Z 2003-09-25T05:56:08Z how did i get so fucking mixed up in this. ridiculous urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:brasnuklsndwch:3896 2003-05-16T20:57:44Z 2003-05-16T20:57:44Z in a couple days i get to punch billy bob thornton in the face. shit how life changes in hours. i wanna kill... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:brasnuklsndwch:3750 2003-05-11T21:27:38Z 2003-05-11T21:27:38Z change masks in the car go out change masks in the car where am i urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:brasnuklsndwch:3381 2003-05-10T19:03:18Z 2003-05-10T19:03:18Z she's outta control. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:brasnuklsndwch:3312 2003-05-08T15:48:47Z 2003-05-08T15:48:47Z i never showed up...i dont even know where i was. im sorry. im sorry. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:brasnuklsndwch:2827 2003-05-06T16:28:06Z 2003-05-06T16:28:06Z wow i missed you last night.i even cried about it, but later blamed it on something else. i love you, and am in love with you. damnit i hate being human. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:brasnuklsndwch:2686 2003-05-05T20:48:19Z 2003-05-05T20:48:19Z stop it please urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:brasnuklsndwch:2502 2003-05-04T18:47:50Z 2003-05-04T18:47:50Z wow im half way there.welcome to my demise. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:brasnuklsndwch:2158 2003-05-04T00:26:17Z 2003-05-04T00:26:17Z i heard him say hi rach and now i feel like things have changed. i dont know how to act when i know he can see me. i think its comforting. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:brasnuklsndwch:1839 2003-05-03T04:41:29Z 2003-05-03T04:41:29Z you know its a bad sign when you're remenicing about a way good time and start crying because you cant for the life of you remember what thats like. I cant tell now if that was even my memory. or just something i dreamt about. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:brasnuklsndwch:1563 2003-05-02T00:59:09Z 2003-05-02T00:59:09Z skeletor i shaved my legs for you tonight.<br /><br />eating too fast gives you hiccups.<br /><br />bipolar disorder I.....fuck. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:brasnuklsndwch:1387 2003-04-29T16:27:34Z 2003-04-29T16:27:34Z a breakdown is coming soon and its gonna fuck my world up. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:brasnuklsndwch:1069 2003-04-28T20:59:43Z 2003-04-28T20:59:43Z jake you are the man. happy birthday sweety.<br /><br />im so in love and its only a matter of time before i fuck it up.<br /><br />Bear is a genius. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:brasnuklsndwch:981 2003-04-27T23:32:16Z 2003-04-27T23:32:16Z where is lyssa? now i know what being friends with me is like. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:brasnuklsndwch:750 2003-04-27T03:20:27Z 2003-04-27T03:20:27Z wow i really missed lyssa. Shes like an addiction. Think you can do without, until you see it again. I hope i can make up for the what I did to lose her. Wow regret is one of my top worst feelings. Im sorry sugar. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:brasnuklsndwch:402 2003-04-25T21:01:48Z 2003-04-25T21:01:48Z I've got be strong.<br />I've got to hang on.<br />Or else my mind may well snap.<br />And my life will be lived for the thrills.<br /><br />Hey,<br />I'm confusing. I'm a girl.<br />deal with the fact that most things are out of control.<br />Deal with consecutive revision's and fucked up words that tear what makes you finally happy into shreds.<br />fuck living in the past, I have to get better.<br />The first step, deal with these simple facts.