whoa

Wed, 01 Oct 2003 07:32:00 GMT

pork rines...what the fuck?
by the way i can leave whenever i want

Tue, 30 Sep 2003 03:50:51 GMT

im gonna kill you like this....

haha did you imagine stranglation? cause so did i!

Thu, 25 Sep 2003 05:56:08 GMT

how did i get so fucking mixed up in this. ridiculous

Fri, 16 May 2003 20:57:44 GMT

in a couple days i get to punch billy bob thornton in the face. shit how life changes in hours. i wanna kill...

Sun, 11 May 2003 21:27:38 GMT

change masks in the car go out change masks in the car where am i

Sat, 10 May 2003 19:03:18 GMT

she's outta control.

Thu, 08 May 2003 15:48:47 GMT

i never showed up...i dont even know where i was. im sorry. im sorry.

Tue, 06 May 2003 16:28:06 GMT

wow i missed you last night.i even cried about it, but later blamed it on something else. i love you, and am in love with you. damnit i hate being human.

Mon, 05 May 2003 20:48:19 GMT

stop it please

Sun, 04 May 2003 18:47:50 GMT

wow im half way there.welcome to my demise.

Sun, 04 May 2003 00:26:17 GMT

i heard him say hi rach and now i feel like things have changed. i dont know how to act when i know he can see me. i think its comforting.

Sat, 03 May 2003 04:41:29 GMT

you know its a bad sign when you're remenicing about a way good time and start crying because you cant for the life of you remember what thats like. I cant tell now if that was even my memory. or just something i dreamt about.

Fri, 02 May 2003 00:59:09 GMT

skeletor i shaved my legs for you tonight.

eating too fast gives you hiccups.

bipolar disorder I.....fuck.

#5

Tue, 29 Apr 2003 16:27:34 GMT

a breakdown is coming soon and its gonna fuck my world up.

#5

Mon, 28 Apr 2003 20:59:43 GMT

jake you are the man. happy birthday sweety.

im so in love and its only a matter of time before i fuck it up.

Bear is a genius.

#3

Sun, 27 Apr 2003 23:32:16 GMT

where is lyssa? now i know what being friends with me is like.

#2

Sun, 27 Apr 2003 03:20:27 GMT

wow i really missed lyssa. Shes like an addiction. Think you can do without, until you see it again. I hope i can make up for the what I did to lose her. Wow regret is one of my top worst feelings. Im sorry sugar.

#1

Fri, 25 Apr 2003 21:01:48 GMT

I've got be strong.
I've got to hang on.
Or else my mind may well snap.
And my life will be lived for the thrills.

Hey,
I'm confusing. I'm a girl.
deal with the fact that most things are out of control.
Deal with consecutive revision's and fucked up words that tear what makes you finally happy into shreds.
fuck living in the past, I have to get better.
The first step, deal with these simple facts.